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This love, no this HATE

My feelings towards this world is thought as deceptive How i feel about you and I are found to be inscriptive The timeline we live in is unchangeble But i find it can also be bendable
your destiny flows through veines in my body Manipulating the course to my uncontrollable heart Allowing my sence of touch to feel this intensity I cleanse this shell, now let me really start
This virus you injected permanently damaging this soul Being with you realizing my loss and dire need of control Forcing this emotion constantly burning my inner essence Suddenly yet consequentl

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UselessWhat good am i?                           "I'm not" What else would i do?                    "anything" What does this all mean?               "nothing"
How does this work?                      "Think" How could i go on?                        "Try" How might this end?                      "Disaster"
Looking up I see it You are not just the star Showing me the way You are my way
Meaningless Look down on me I am the catastrophe that ends this & Useless
by ~SurGe-X

Ended FlameThis flame burns out Nothing but ashes remain Time passes, ashes disappear Life in a different place My forgotten flame Once strong enough to burn all Now nothing but a forgotten story Of my greatest flame Life as a different person Craving that distructive flame Risking to lose it all Hoping that ashes do bring new life
You are my desire
      my love
      my flame Ended Flame
by ~SurGe-X

Wanting to beDarkness The one place things are clear The one place where there is no lies Where things are simple Where I can be truly myself
Sitting in the corner Thinking of things that could have been Looking inside myself trying to earn my own respect Contemplating moving to new heights Leaving behind what I never wanted to be
Hundreds of individuals surround me Still feeling like I'm all alone Who can change this feeling Who can make me feel like i am

Who I feel I really should be Wanting to be
by ~SurGe-X

This love, no this HATEMy feelings towards this world is thought as deceptive How i feel about you and I are found to be inscriptive The timeline we live in is unchangeble But i find it can also be bendable
your destiny flows through veines in my body Manipulating the course to my uncontrollable heart Allowing my sence of touch to feel this intensity I cleanse this shell, now let me really start
This virus you injected permanently damaging this soul Being with you realizing my loss and dire need of control Forcing this emotion constantly burning my inner essence Suddenly yet consequentl This love, no this HATE
by ~SurGe-X

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Years later...

Tue Mar 27, 2007, 9:16 AM

Last journal entry was over 2 years ago?
crap

where have I been??

this is nuts.

I just re-read everything i put here and honestly it amazes me i had all that in me. I havin't written ANYTHING since i stopped visiting this site.

If anyone wonders what happened to me... a couple things.

Where I worked finally blocked this site stopping me from spending 8 hours a day on it.
And when i wasn't at work i had a new girl who struck my interest and i then spent over a year in her arms never leaving.

SOOO... I then quit that job left that girl and moved across the country. I live in Calgary Alberta Canada now. I'm at work annnnd this site isn't blocked...

I enjoy these changes they have made.
I'm thinking maybe I should come back.

maybe write?

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Current Residence: Calgary, Alberta
Favourite movie: Shawshank redemption, Beautiful mind, FIght club
Favourite band or musician: The Used
Favourite genre of music: rock, punk rock, punk, screamo
Operating System: XP!
MP3 player of choice: itunes
Shell of choice: ladies smell the greatest
Favourite gaming platform: Xbox360
Favourite cartoon character: Cal from Undergrads
Tools of the Trade: wordpad

MSN: PatrickEleclair@hotmail.com

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=divisal Mar 8, 2009, 10:30:16 AM

YOU'RE STILL AROUND!!???

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~black-requiem Mar 31, 2004, 7:03:25 PM

I just wanted to go around saying how much I appreciate everyone's support. Without views/comments/critiques/favs I wouldn't be submitting anything. I hope I can count on your continued encouragement.

p.s. Have a great day

::heather::

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